the love came back

01/02/2026

So if it wasn't blatantly obvious, I have ADHD. I get fixated on something for a period of time and then don't think about it at all for months on end, only to pick it back up months or even years in the future. I've always been like this LOL, so it's no surprise that it took me a year to get back onto this site after I said I was gonna rehaul it. Spoiler - I didn't rehaul it. Something about the task of creating a whole entire website from scratch just made me stop in my tracks, and... yeah.

However, recently I've been talking to some lovely people in a discord server who also have websites, and it inspired me to bring this thing back up! I had to fiddle with a few parts (I changed domain entirely, so I had to reroute all the urls that linked to "rebdotexe" and not "reverencie") and I removed some pages that were truly never going to be updated / I just didn't like (sorry, DEADMALL devlog. You will probably never be a finished game), but the site is back!

As for a minor life update, uh a lot happened since my last blog. First, my childhood kitty passed away, which was a huge blow to my mental health, but it did push me to finally start taking antidepressants and they have helped a LOT. I feel kind of like both nothing has changed since this time last year and everything has - I've worked a couple of shows, but nowhere near as much as I'd like, I haven't drawn nearly as much as I want to, but I also started needle felting and making phone charms, and I've met so many people who I adore. Deltarune chapers 3 and 4 dropped, and I have been in the fucking building for almost 7 months straight with very little sign of stopping (I want that TV so fucking bad.). I'm trying really really hard to be better when it comes to my mental health, and I think I'm making progress!

But yeah, that's pretty much it lol. Maybe I'll write a crazy long rant about how much I love Tenna, but for this topic, I got nothin'.